If you send for me, you know I'll come. I haven't seen you in a month, but I'm not focused on that. We were best friends, crazy and shameless in love. You can make paintings, I can make you playlists. It was your art that gave me the confidence to acknowledge serious feelings inside myself that I would of otherwise ignored. To know someone who spends their day doing exactly as they please. To be so ignorant of the odds, I'd like to think I'm a little like you.

And now I'm surrounded by so many similar people, I don't know what I do to attract such magic. I don't like to be alone so much anymore. I have seen too much goodness in others, I have seen the allure that is the outside world. To know that the world can actually work for you, and then that becomes your life story. The course gently altering to align with your higher state, how do I grow more awake with each passing night.

x x

black robe by NLF

white lace robe by Naked Intersection

harness by Dolls Kill

photos by Brittanny Taylor