if she wants me

by Rachel Lynch


New York was a crazy place, in which she set out to find peace. Nothing was perfect, but everything was moving. 

She was crazy, but she was grounded by a blind faith she possessed since she was young. She never doubted the existence of God, nor could she deny the presence of God in everyone she encountered. It was like she was born never separated from the oneness. 

But one does not simply rest in this - they go out into the world, they move to New York, they fuck up. 

And that's exactly what she did. Four years ago, with a one way ticket and $800 in her bank account. 

She always believed it would work out, that the gift of life was to be trusted in it's forward motion. 

New York was always moving, and so was she. It was long ago that she decided New York was a place she could be for life, if it wanted her. 

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