your heart feels

by Rachel Lynch


Your heart feels in between all the spaces that mine does not. Cause nobody does it like you. A lot of life below me, but I'm going to create my world up here. And I want to make my world with you, but I feel myself incapable of such bold implementations. 

"We are to listen to our brother first and foremost, if we are suppose to speak, he'll let us know." So I say nothing. I have no words for all the emotions in between the light spaces, I just hope to turn them into something worth having someday.

I am restless here now, forgot that it's important for man to move, and not just work his mind. I am lying, using again. And it's eating me whole, keeping me awake between the hours of three and five. Paranoid and roaming in the dark. 

In the afternoon of my life, I have forgotten all the books I've read. Cigarettes and amphetamines. Tell you "everything's alright", I can do that for you. 

x

daisy set by Daydream nation

photos by Davy Greenberg