I waited for you. I waited for you to bring me up, take me around, and motivate my heart.

But I think I was waiting for me. Trying to find all the love in you that I didn't have for myself.

You left me high and dry, and I've longed for the day that I could look you in your face and say, "you did this to me."

But maybe that's why my success was stagnant for so long, not in a place where I was ready to admit my mistakes and let go. Depression grips you like a current, dead in your own skin, and no matter how spiritual and powerful you think you are, it will always strip you down. The demons you create yourself are always more dangerous.

You can no longer put your limitations on me, your limitations are dead to me. The diseased thinking that spreads across our shared bed.

Holding on to things I don't need to, so I threw a funeral for them. I forget those things which are behind, and I press. I don't have nothing against you, I don't hate you.

But I love me.

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