If I walk away, I'm scared I won't find other muses.
I find myself alone in the world I've created again. Reaching out to help others, but never letting them in.
I'm inclined to love, unaware of who I'm bringing inside myself. So ambitious for a small girl with pink hair.
I feed others with inspiration and kind words, but my own soul is starving. I am to please, blind to the fact that I am displeasing myself.
The artist seeks to be alone, an introvert in every conceivable idiosyncrasy.
To lack sincerity about the reason you are doing something, is only doing yourself a disservice.
Go inside yourself, and be alone there. Find out who you are, and what you really want.
Because that is the only way I know.
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