the integrity of your potential. the dichotomy of your desires. you have to be in synch with something beyond you.

you pay for the pleasures of your flesh and heart, they drive you when nothing else can. nitsche said, “he who has a why can bear any how.”

my why drifts and changes with the season and with age. i am trying to get closer to truth. yesterday i watched myself as i was speaking, making sure not to lie (to myself or anyone else.) it was incredible how much energy it gave me, speaking my truth made me feel alive. it merged my two selves into one being who made sense.