Bringing in another beautiful year on the blog. Thankful for all of you who have been with me since I was 18. Getting ready to leave for South Africa tomorrow & I can’t wait to make art and photographs there.
Excited to trust my vision more for the next year, and stop giving a shit about what everyone else wants from me. I want to trust myself so deeply, I know I can.
heart on fire,
see you in the new year
xx
On the first day of December, we decided to take a road trip out to Monatuk. I’ve never been before, I’ve actually only been to long island 3 times in my entire life. When I leave New York City, I’m usually leaving the country, or flying to Los Angeles. It was cool to do something so nearby, but so different.
The sunrise was absolutely beautiful the morning we drove out - all kinds of wild pinks. I was hungover, regretful but grateful. We stayed at a really old motel. I loved the interior, and we had a little balcony where the sun shone in like wild. We ate french fries and crab for lunch, walked down to the beach for sunset. I took my clothes off and danced around in the cold, while sean shot film and medium format.
It was a good day - it’s been a good year. I went through so many hard things, a lot of which I can see I caused myself. There’s something so freeing about that. Knowing we have the power to change the way our life is going.
xx
for love and lemons sin city triangle bra
for love and lemons sin city high waisted panty
for love and lemons sin city sequin panty
sweet daydream checkered cardigan by sugar thrillz
wake my little bones. song, fire and spirit. i’m not in my right mind, but i wouldn’t want to be. too many people already doing that anyway.
xx
sin city triangle bra by for love and lemons
cosmo sequin high-waisted panty by for love and lemons
sequin bra top by for love and lemons
gold amelie christmas set by honey birdette
i’ve got a celestial feeling. a movement through my veins. angel of small death and the codeine scene.
a look that i know, i love you more than ever now. is this what it comes to? a familiar feeling.
i am the wildest of hearts, my sweet spade. but you already know all that you’re in for.
xx