clearing my head and my heart, everything is magic and everything hurts. i have set myself up for defeat in ways i could have never apprehended.
the fallout is mine to have, and i claim it with my whole heart. there is nothing as graceful as having the courage to contend with your own debauchery.
perhaps my mistakes were meant to be, chiseled in gold and left for the swallowing.
my spirit comes alive in the flames, Hesita, herself, not even the waves could put the fire out.
xx
there were gods and demons, and nothing but angels in between.
xx
medusa snake lingerie set by thistle and spire
pink bra by agent provocateur
pink thong by agent provocateur
when daisy buchanan said the best thing a girl can be in this world is a beautiful fool, i felt that.
shot at the soho grand hotel
Some film snaps from our day at city hall. Sean and I went to get our marriage license. Jen came along with us, and took all the gorgeous photos. It was probably one of the happiest days of my life.
I wore a full Miu Miu look and Sean wore Balmain, YSL and Gucci. Hopefully one of the most fashionable city hall moments ever seen, but this is New York, so probably not.
Sean bought me a stunning bouquet in Soho, before we headed downtown. After our little signing, we went to the new Pastis in meatpacking, and ate and drank our little hearts out. I had half a cheeseburger, french friends, rosé champagne and a martini. Oh, and desert.
It was perfect, my heart is just bursting.
<3
xx
pink lingerie set by agent provocateur
white faux fur by i am gia
all art comes from love, the love of doing something. and if you put in the hours, the work will make itself. my images come to me in dreams in the night. they exist in my mind before they ever exist in front of you. my desire draws them forth, they become unstoppable.
take your vision seriously, and take the time to make it happen.
xx
lingerie by bordelle